NOTHING BUT THE DOCTOR

NOTHING BUT THE DOCTOR

Now is 16:36 pm. I just read 30 pages of the book "Nada" by Carmen Laforet. This book is horrible, with all my respect Carmen chose a bad topic and unpleasant way to write (too complicated). But surely this book had made me write in this blog.

 
The protagonist of the book is a girl "Andrea" that is in Barcelona to study philosophy and philology. What she finds in Barcelona is not pretty: some crazy relatives and a pitiful city. It is curious that the government make us read this book: it is discouraging me. Maybe is not profitable to pay out the university to young people so the government is trying to cut costs.

Hence little longer I'll be in college and I do not know how the university is. I want to study far away but I'm afraid not find anyone or to have nostalgia. 18 years are not enough to go quietly home.

 
I imagined a thousand times when I would go to college and, of course, I always imagined college as "paradise." But, what would happen if it is not a paradise?

If I have something very clear is that be a university student will change my life: I will go out more often… Maybe I will do things that I never imagined... I’m afraid that being in a city and be 100% free, can make me lose control and leave out important things. I hate studying and therefore I fear that if anyone forces me to study, I would not consider. I say all this because I heard that the university professors do not look if you've done your homework, do not make individualized tutoring...

I guess everyone in the class is a bit anxious (like me) but I also see that most people have a very rigorous method, most people study hard and do not need any kind of "control."

On the other hand I must say that I’m fascinated for study what makes me excited (Biology). Thing that I won’t study math and physics is rewarding but ... what about philosophy and history ... I cannot believe that I’m scared to lose subjects. Is it real?

If I learned one thing doing the exams to get the A1 license, is that all the things I like never suppose me an effort (even the opposite).

Well, I guess I made it clear that I was born in 1993. How can I believe that the screen is a psychologist or a priest willing to listen to me? Well, maybe I will go crazy if I continue thinking about such nonsense. In addition, in short time the “selectivitat” will arrive and it’s necessary to possess a clear head to get good grade.

Ignasius Bofillus Astroluphitechus